I know who you are, and I know what you want, I can see you, the real you? I can see what everyone else around you can’t see, the real you, the person hiding behind the fake smile and positive attitude.

Look around you, can you see the people around you, do they know you, the real you? Do they see what I can clearly see, a person searching for answers, someone in pain, hiding the real person who wants to be seen, understood, and loved?

Yes, it seems those around you can’t see what I can see because they too are hiding their truths and living a lie? You on the other hand, know this to be true, your hurting, your frustrated because you feel trapped, and bound by something that keeps you in hiding, something that of those around you knew the truth, might see you differently or abandon you so you keep it all hidden and in the deepest part of your soul inside you're crying and screaming for help.

The truth be told, you are at your wits end, while the pain and frustration continue to eat away at who you really are, your identity is attacked daily, your self-worth is questionable, and your life seems hopeless.

You like so many people are hiding behind the past, you’re trying to navigate the path of truth and that of a lie, both are pulling at your heart’s string and it seems there’s truly little relief in sight, but change has arrived to help you become free as a person and live out your true passion and purpose.

But first, let it be known that the secrets, you’ve been holding or carrying in your heart needs to be abandoned, however, it will take some time, and it will also take a willingness to recognize this, accept it and then place it behind you.

It’s been a hard road for you, one full of struggle, inner division, anguish, fear, and depression. You can’t and won’t deny this truth, but it’s only because you’ve been carrying a heavy burden within for so long.

The pain, shame, and guilt has had its way with you, and no one around seems to see or understanding how much energy and struggle you face daily in keeping up an appearance that you're ok, and life is going well.

You’ve suffered the pain and abuse of loved ones, those you looked up too, respected and admired until your innocence was taken in the blink of an eye. Just know it wasn’t your fault, and you can’t continue to live your life in a way that’s contrary to who the real person within you is seeking to express.

There’s more to you than meets the eye, your much more than you can possibly see or understand at this moment, because the darkness of your family secrets, and your personal secret has kept it all hidden from you.

You’ve just been existing and fighting every day to live, or survive, you are tired as I mentioned earlier, your hurting, and your ready to be set free. Now is your time to begin the journey towards the person you want to live, sure your mind is cluttered, sure the past abuse and shame has made you doubt yourself and your abilities but that doesn’t mean it’s all true.

I know who you are, the real you, and I know what you want, you want to be seen, heard, respected, accepted, and be loved unconditionally by those people around you. It can be easy to turn the other way, deny any of this happen or just run away from this, and continue pretending it never happened and all’s well.

But both you and I know better don’t we, you, and I both know that you are and have been searching for answers so you can escape the madness inside you, that which is controlling you.

Look around and see the evidence of such truths, look at your life, your relationships, health, and finances, not a pretty sight I know but these are the life’s crumbs you’ve left behind

I’m not here to judge you, or take what you’ve been silently living through lightly, I understand what you’ve been through, I can look into your eyes and still see that small spark although it’s small, it’s a window into a person who still has time to live a happy and purpose driven life.

You are worthy as a person, your thoughts, ideas, and life has meaning and it’s because I understand this, I can honestly say that you are a unique and creative human being who deserves better.

I want you to know that the reason I’m writing this to you is because I can see you not as you are now, but I can see you as you were created to be as a person. It is my every intent to help you and show you that there’s a better way to live, I want to show you a life of peace, freedom, laughter, and abundance.

This message serves as message that I see you; I know you, and I understand you, I know what’s going on inside you, what drives you, scares you and keeps you in hiding and I want to help you be your best yet.

I’m not saying it will be easy, the road ahead towards change and freedom will have it’s challenges but just know, if you’re ready to go to the next level and live the promise of a happier life, I will be there to help you change, grow, and live again.

Will you agree with me, and although I can’t see you now, will you quietly in your heart say yes to the offer I’m extending to you. If you’re not sure, know this, I’m never giving up on you and I’m going to chase you and torment you all the days of your existence as long as you receive my emails, because love never gives up on anyone.

Until we meet again, Rodney Hill